I'm in a love-hate relationship with food, I'm practically nocturnal, I'm stubborn, I hate to cry, and sometimes I feel invisible. I overthink, I lie, I fake smiles, I put everyone else first, and I'm terrified of losing the people I love, but even more scared that they aren't afraid to lose me. I'm a little nerdy and my parents think I should be a lawyer because I'm fantastic at arguing and twisting things. I find stupid excuses not to do the things I love because I'm afraid I'll fail at them. I love to be called pretty but that doesn't mean I believe it. I love music, art, fashion, books, photography, writing, and nature. Fuzzy things are my weakness, especially if the fuzzy thing is an animal. When you first meet me I come of as shy and quiet, but anyone who really knows me will laugh out loud if you call me that because in truth I'm quite opinionated and rarely shut up. Though I try to hide it, I am in love with the idea of being in love. But most of all, I just want to be happy.